| Tuesday, December 27th, 2005 |
| 8:54 pm |
Returned from the dark, obscure Sweden XD
Well.. yes, as the subject title says I have returned from Sweden... where I've stayed for 2½-3 days (depending on how you count a day :P)and no, this is not the beginning of me actually beginning to write regularly again because without any replys it grows boring. So ha. Your loss! :PPP
Anyway! because there's not a terrible much to do in Sweden I wrote a journal and... well, I thought I'd share.
Behold! My mighty memoirs! ... or something.
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( written sunday 25th, december. )
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...just gotta add that my mom beat my sister quite thoroughly the next evening. and I did write that plot.
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( Pandect RPG dream, night from sunday to monday )
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...he he he. 'twas strange dreaming that. the whole last cene I weren't even in... I'm almost certain I was the one making the students drop the stuff outside though. XP
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( Written monday 26th, december. 10.51 )
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Heh... it amuse me greatly to read these through again. I'm so... strange.
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( Written monday 26th, december. 15.58 )
Current Mood:  refreshed |
| Wednesday, November 23rd, 2005 |
| 7:00 pm |
loosing appetite
yeah. I am. not. good. I mean... yeah... loosing appetite is not good for one who's already underweight. ugh. I mean... I really tried eating the whole plate and I had barely put anything on it! damn. damn damn damn. Oh and what's with over weight people thinking that just because you're skinny you have no problem with weight? Current Mood:  crappy |
| Monday, November 21st, 2005 |
| 8:12 am |
latest news and stuff
Hmm... Okay so... I'll tell you about the most interesting stuff which had happened to me the last... week or so. Mainly a resume of the play I saw with my drama class... Because that was just amazing. hmm... a little update on my school grades... dunno. More if I happen to think of it while writing. ( if you're actually interested? ;) ) Current Mood: cheerfulCurrent Music: Metallica - sad but true |
| Wednesday, November 16th, 2005 |
| 4:23 pm |
deep
How often do you stop to admire the beauty of our world? How often are you suddenly struck with exactly how fantastic our planet is? How often?
I was yesterday, on my way home from school. It was past four and the sun was setting to my right. I made a turn and then the sun was behind me, slightly obscured by clouds and in front of me was... the full moon. It was right there, glowing a brilliant creamy white. Clouds were moving on front of it and the moon shined on them from behind creating a glowing line on the otherwise dark clouds just where the moon as disappearing. It was... incredibly beautiful and I'm very happy and grateful that dispite living practically in a city I can still admire the wonders of nature. Current Mood: gratefulCurrent Music: Nightwidh - away |
| Saturday, October 22nd, 2005 |
| 4:39 pm |
>_>
What is wrong with humanity?
How many of you know about the earthquake that happened in Pakistan not so long ago? How many of you heard about the tsunami? I'm betting you all heard about both catastophes. Which one do you gather is the worst?
The Pakistan earthquake is by far the worst.
Do you remember all the media attention there was covering the tsunami and its victims? I do. There were a huge amount of posters and collections and shows trying to collect money to the victims.
Did you know that Denmark offered 70.000.000 dkkr for the victims of the earthquake? FOR CRYING OUT LOUD! there was 200.000.000 dkkr to the victims of the tsunami. I have barely heard of the earthquake, I have heard of no collectors going form door to door, head of ONE place where you can donate money and absolutely no big shows.
I am appalled that we're not helping anymore to those victims. I can't believe that we are not making a igger show of this. I'm asking myself if humanity is really that shallow. I'm asking myself why, asking myself how it can be.... how can it be that Pakistan is ignored? Because I sure as hell hope it's not something like because they're muslims and they're dirty and terrorists and who cares about them anyway? No, humanity cannot be that shallow, not be that selfish and hypocritical.
In Thailand they're primarily buddhists/hinduists, it's a very popular place for tourists who have too much money. There's more westerners there... especially during holidays.
I can't believe we're so incredibly hypocritical. Humans are humans.
Humanity is lost. Current Mood:  crankyCurrent Music: the Kinslayer by Nightwish |
| Monday, October 17th, 2005 |
| 4:43 pm |
hole?
Okay... my mom's watching animal planet.. was.. *checks* no is. A few minutes ago she made the rest of th family com looking at something.
It was a horse.
That wasn't really shocking as there's often horses displayed on animal planet.
the shocking thins was that it had a hole. through. its. neck! SHIT! I'm not kidding. It was so... grotesque! you could see right through its neck because there was a giant hole there! it was.. like... I think I could have stuck my fist right through it! Shit. Tt had had an injury which had healed... just like when we get a piercing, except on a much much bigger scale, and it semed perfectly fine and... shit.
I'm shocked.
wtf? smiling smiley for the mood shocked? O_O;;; Current Mood: shockedCurrent Music: Talullah by Sonata Arctica |
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| Sunday, October 16th, 2005 |
| 1:52 am |
MONEY!
When the fuck did I get so bloody rich? I mean seriously I have TWENTY EIGHT THOUSAND DANISK KRONERS IN THE BANK! so 16.000 something of those are on a house saving, so I have 11.000 something to spend. and they're ALL going to savings to next year... I'm seriously hoping my english skills are good enough so I can go to China and teach english nxt year. because then I can go to Ax and I'll be very happy. |
| Friday, October 14th, 2005 |
| 4:22 pm |
TELEVISION! WOOOOOOOOT!!!!1111onepie
Woot! Television is here! televisiiiiiiiioooooooooooooonnnn!!!!!! (add lots of !s) okay, perhaps I should explain my extreme amount of... uh... happiness here? Okay, the thing is that every summer since I was born, my parents have taken the tv away so we could "go out and play 'undesturbed'" meaning that we'd go outside instead of lingering inside looking at a screen... And they still do it although the purpose is rathernulified seeing as I don't se tv anyway. But ANYWAY! Tv is getting out today! And we've bought coke and candy and chocolate and we'll buy pizza and we'll just be totally greasy and horribly repulsive tonight ^^ it'll be SO COZY! Current Mood: happyCurrent Music: Guardians by Rhapsody |
| Wednesday, October 12th, 2005 |
| 3:18 pm |
ramblings
... I was just struck with the urge to tll someone why I'm such an attention whore... hm... Not going to do it though. That's the sort of thing you don't tell lightly... And please don't go around thinking that I was comepletely abandoned as a kid andthat I was always left alone yadda yadda yadda... Didn't happen. My family, well, my parents at least has always been very supporting. I'm such an idiot. Really I am. Like I skipped school today to finish my danish essay but really I could have finished it like... yesterday if I had pulled myself together and done it. or I could have finished it in two hours or something. I could. I'm just so easily distracted. I should get a better discipline. *sigh* I'm going to write Mouse's elevator smut scene thing now. At least I want to do that... after I find out how long it takes for an elevator to reach the top of a skyscraper after the doors closed in the bottom... this will be fun. .... do you have any idea how hard it is to figure out how fast an elevator gets from bottom to top? hard. well, I found out that a normal elevator goes with speed of about 1.8 m/s and that Empire state building is 381 meteres high. I'll work form that. Current Mood: chipperCurrent Music: Nine Inch Nails - Closer |
| Tuesday, October 4th, 2005 |
| 4:53 pm |
oh please no!
...My dog has been a naughty dog. Yes naughty like that. He ran off monday morning and ran to the female dog down the block that just so happens to be in heat. The owners called the police... which I don't blame them really, but I jst wish they hadn't noticed... because Chianti (my dog) is a very persistent dog and he ran off some more times... several in fact... well, not his fault that she smells so good, now is it? Anyways If he rans off one more time he will be shot. I don't want that to happen. I really really really really REALLY don't want that to happen... because he's like my little brother or something. Granted a not very smart kind of furry little brother but still a little brother. I don't thnk I'd handle it well if he was brought down. Current Mood:  anxiousCurrent Music: Nightwish - the Kinslayer |
| Thursday, September 29th, 2005 |
| 8:07 pm |
...see for yourselves >_>
...Sometimes I just love my daddy.. as in my parent.. don't get any funny ideas in your heads kids please... and yes Keki, I know you were having funny thoughts but don't even start it! Now see, you had me off at a tangent XD Anyway sometimes I just love my dad. No really I do. sometimes he's annoying as all hell but sometimes it's okay. Like right now he's jumping around the house (literally jumping around the house) ... (no he doesn't have a "condition"... or so the doctors say :P ) and yelling "hobby, hobby, hobby" because it's my hobby to draw... then I asked him how old he was and he answered "I'm fourty sevven! *with a really really big kind of scaryish smile* and a half! Hobby hobby hobby!" And people ask me where I get my craziness from. Current Mood:  crazyCurrent Music: Kaptajnen - Og de bar stadig øl ind |
| Tuesday, September 27th, 2005 |
| 9:46 pm |
crappy teaching
I can't believe forgot about this... I guess I was slightly preoccupied with my concert/hard-day-at-work thing (God, after I joined the Panboard I will never ever write thingy again...unless I mean it). Anyway I had a test in biology the other week... we're doing plants at the moment.. so of course he had to make a test to see if we understood it all. I do. I do understand everything of it which is why the result of one question is so shocking... or it would have been if he had been a good teacher. Anyway we got the results back friday. In one question (they were on two different papers) I had 10-11 which is... pretty good to say the least. actually it's damn good. It's like getting A I think (I'm not completely familiar with other grading systems). In the other I got 03-5... which, I think, is the same as an F, which is pretty bad obviously since it's a failing grade. Now you wnat to know about the question? ... : If you ring a plant, meaning you take the bark and the outer vessels (called sikar in danish) off a plant in a ring around the twig an inch or so below a flower the fruit the flower produces will be abnormally big. Describe why. If you then rings the plant above the flower too the fruit will soon die. Describe why. Now there was a little picture but that doesn't really matter. Anyway I asked the teacher if it made a difference where the leaves were compared to the flower/fruit and he answered "no" Which made me completely confused since the outer vessels in the plant are the ones to bring organic matter around in the plant aka carbonhydrates aka sucrose, which is the same as glucose in humans. And since sucrose is made in the leaves ringing a plant would actually kill it if you do it near the roots... so I was mightyly confused by this because the fruit is mainly carbonhydrates... So I got 03-5. It irks me. Not that I'm very unused to get 5 in that subject but that I got 5 because he said something wrong. Actually I'm quite pissed at him... It must be obvious that I know my stuff if I get 10-11 in the other question, right? I mean... okay I'll stop now. It just irks me. Current Mood: annoyedCurrent Music: Sonata Arctica - the End of this Chapter |
| Saturday, September 24th, 2005 |
| 5:54 pm |
*yawn*... or... not?
I should be in zombie mode... no wait! I should be sleeping while standing! Or... fall asleep and... crash. whatever.
I'm hyper.
So yesterday I was at Nightwish's concert and it was great! But incidentaly I got home pretty late, and since I had work today I only had three hours of sleep. And then an eleven hour work day.
( Here's a not-so-brief summary of yestrerday and today )
Current Mood:  blankCurrent Music: Sonata arctica - Letter to Dana |
| Friday, September 16th, 2005 |
| 6:38 pm |
Vampire - The Masqurade
I was at the library today... Was going to pick up some Sincity stuff now that I can't buy them (see previous post) but they weren't there... So I picked up this book: *holds up a big book, in green marble pattern, a single very red rose and the words "Vampire - The Masquerade" in silver ornate script on the frontcover* It's a role play. actually the only thing I read was this paragraph:
My Drinking Problem
The crux of the matter, really, is that drinking blood not only allows me to perpetuate my existence, but also provides a sensation unlike anything else this world has to offer. What is it like? My dear, words cannot describe it. Imagine drinking the finest champagne and the sensation of the most sensual lovemaking you've ever experienced. Overlay that with the rush the opium fiend feels as he takes that first breath on the pipe, and you begin to have some sense, some tiny, infinitesemal sense of what it feels like to drink the blood of a kine - excuse me, a living human being. Your modern-day addicts will lie, steal, cheat and kill for their little tickets to Heaven. Mine is better, and makes me immortal besides. Can you imagine the deeds I might commit to feed that hunger? Don't bother speaking possibilities; the truth is worse than you can imagine. And I am considered to be a gentleman of my kind. Now imagine, if you will, some of my relatives, the ones who aren't so nice as I.
They can - and do - commit acts that even I don't wish to consider.
And here you are, poor little mortal, learning how fragile your whole existence is.
Are you starting to be afraid yet? You should be.
So.. could you imagine me reading this and not taking the book ith me? I think not. Current Mood: contentCurrent Music: Deciever of Fools by Within Temptation |
| Thursday, September 15th, 2005 |
| 7:25 pm |
update! yay! omg update update update!
YA! I'm updating! wow. The incredibility! I don't really have much to say. I'm doing fine in my last year in high school... lets just say that is doesn't suck to be senior. My sister started at my school too and I see her regularly but it's really not much more than a "hi sis" when we meet. hmm... next friday it'll be "scor-en-putte" meaning score a freshy and I'm debating whether I should try with the one in 1st K or not. But I don't really know how to go a bout it... I'm not usually the type. But it would be un and it's not as if I can't handle some teasing if I make a fool of myself. God and I absolutely love drama class! It's way funny! I mean... like... two weeks ago we had this lesson about improvising. I tell you you should have been there! Bwahahaha! Like we should do this, high/low status personality thing... And then there was these people who should do a scene... about a job interview. and one should have high status and a really high squeaky voice and the other should have low status and and deep voice. MY GOD I LAUGHED SO MUCH! I mean... because the girl who should ake the squealy voice, right? (Squealy for future references) she was the interviewer... and because we did it in a class where all the students are new there was this name ...tag (it's not really a tag. It's like someone had written their name in really big letter on a piece of paper so the teacher could see it form afar you know?) lying on the table they were sitting by. And Squealy kept coming on to the other with these accusations: "So..." she said in her very squealy voice, "you wrote us an application..." "yes" the other answers, too much in awe of the evil squealy voice of DOOM. "It says 'Rolf' " Squealy continues. "Uh... well..." "You CAN'T think we can use an application that just says 'Rolf' can you?" "well..." "What are your qualifications? ROLF! What are your grades? ROLF! Why are you seking this job? ROLF!!! Are you even named Rolf?" "as a matter of fact..." "You do realise we can't use you, right? I mean... You can spell your own name! What bullshit?! What joke do you think you're pulling you imbecile? GO! Leave! We WON'T call you!" a little pause, "GO I said! Buzz off!!! NOW!!!!!!!111one" haha! I was laughing my ass of there! Oh and I still can't stand either Nakel or Ronit (go rape them for all I care you have their surnames now). REALLY! THey're just... arg! Grrrr! gr! grrrrrrrrrrrrr! And no, don't think sexy thoughts now! That was a growl of rage! ugh, they're so annoying! Well... okay, they've both laid off from me now...kind of. I'm still absolutely certain Ronit speaks some prtty bad thingas about me behind my back but then I do the same to him... at least I'm not condescending when I speak to him... Nakel's actually not that bad anymore. He may have noticd that he doesn't faze me I don't know... butthen again He is pretty stupid... nah, there must be a limit there... somewhere. And I joined the Pandect forum! yay! You have to look for a while to find people as perverted at those! really! It's truly fun to talk to themn especially because they don't censor their posts and the forum is by no means kept pg-13... or even R for that matter. haha... fun fun fun I tell you! uh... for those who doesn't know Pandect is an online comic. www.pandect.nl (I think) and if that doesn't work: www.pandect.keenspace.com. yup. it's great. Nothing like it. It's too bad really that there's so many poeple there... and that quite a few of them are pretty annoying because the rules there are so loose. but then wuite a few of them is the BEST! No, Charis and Venty I did not forget you. You're the best too! And I found out something about my "if I should go to australia and have a work-holiday" thing. if I use this firm called Alott I will need to scrape together something like 50.000 dkkr! just a bout 10.000 AUD (aussie dollars) or 5.000 bp (brittish pound) little less than 5.000 bp actually. anyway that's a LOT of money! I can probably scrape together half of that amount in a year's time... and my parents say that they're wlling to loan me the rest (they'll loan it from the bank but they can get a cheaper rate of interest in the bank than I can) but I'm thinking perhaps I could borrow them from my grandma because she's rich. And then I won't have to pay rents for it. And now we're talking journey stuff I found out I can also work as an english teacher in China! that would be so cool! And even if I only have to get half the money for this than for my year in Australia I'd rather try Australia because I kind of want to meet a couple of friends in Au and if I take the offer from Alott I cn get tickets to practically the rest of the world with it... Which would allow me to visit a bunch of other internet friends! yah! And I can also be a camp counsellor in an american summer camp! with decent pay too! at least 900 bucks (american dollars) for nine weeks and in those nine weeks I won't have to pay for food or living. Meaning it's actually considerably more than 900 bucks. and if I have been to one of these "camp america" thing I have ten weeks afterwards in the states where I can travel around and spend my money! that woiuld be beyond cool! Wow, if I take all of these offers my CV will be mean! totally awsome CV! Because I would also have lots of jobs in Australia (damn, I'm gonna write Au in the future!) and I'd try so much! ... I really want to do this! Current Mood:  hyperCurrent Music: Saybia - flags |
| Saturday, July 16th, 2005 |
| 10:13 pm |
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GAH! I'm bored! Bored bored bored bored boed bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored... eviudence: I jsut spent about... what? 30 seconds or someting spelling "bored" a lot of times. in the end I didn't even ave to looke at the keyboard... which really isn't a feat. gah. BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOORED! bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored... BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOORRRRRREEEEEE EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEDDDDD! I raly should go to bed. I had 2½ hours of sleep last night before I had to get up to get to work. I'm listening to some bard songs from rp at the moment. I know Ridder Phillip form start to end. learned it in a very little amount of time at the same time I learned Skønne Mary (it would be Phillip the Knight and Prettty Mary in english) I love "Phillip" it's a song from an earlier scenarie where a knight (apparently named Phillip ;P ) who supposedly rejected some noble woman. A bard was asked to make a pasquinade of him. Mad ehim out to like.. bestiality... more specifically his horse (behind the horse a stool hung - you can guess to what" ;) The bard was later hung for dissing nobility when the knight accepted the noble woman. :P You know I really am bored. Current Mood: boredCurrent Music: Ridder Phillip |
| 4:09 pm |
Roll play
The Reopos people (the ones who arranged the role play I was at a week ago. A middle age game) is arranging a new one called System Danmarc... a sci fi game! And I'm SO going to be there! It sounds like much too much fun really! Trailer here: http://www.systemdanmarc.dk/It's not as important exactly what the man and woman say... the woman is a journalist interviewing the sole politician. The politician (aka the male) says somethin about the he abolished the welfare state to reduce outcome with 92 %. Something like he reduced unemployment rate in... a very few sectors and htat the danish state shouldn't prioritize... something (welfare I think) and instead concentrating on the Yellow Enemy of the East. That we're using 88% of our GDP to mobilization. Really the important thing is the pictures... they're supposed to be how the majority of the danish population lives in... this is set 2043. It is the mentally the roll players will be playing from. I'm hoping to get someone to play a sadomasochistic pair with me (obviously I can't play that by myself ;) ) It will be fun! |
| Thursday, July 14th, 2005 |
| 7:36 pm |
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| 7:22 pm |
head ace?
I'm having a head ache at the moment. just started a few minutes ago... except I can't really call it a head ache as it doesn't hurt. really. it's more... tingly. yes, a tingling pressure at my right temple. pulsating somewhat yet not.. really. t should be painful... it... feels like it should be but I can't help but want it to continue. Strange.. it's kinda nice but I guess you caught on that already. Really strange. |
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